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I got a note from Namine today. She's going back to Destiny Islands. I'm pretty sure that mean's Kairi's going, too. And if Kairi goes, Sora and Riku are bound to follow. They're probably already gone, now. I'm... really sad, actually. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I mean, they were here yesterday, and I went to school today, and when I came back from school... They're... They're just gone. So suddenly. I'm going to really miss them. I never thought I'd see them after Sora left the last time in Twilight Town, but I did. And I got so used to seeing them a lot, here in Gaia... It's gonna be so much worse this time around. But I guess this is what they have to do. It's what they think they have to do, anyway.
...But that doesn't change the fact that I'm going to miss them, so much.
I wonder if the others are leaving. Roxas was... part of Sora. The same was Namine was part of Kairi. But I don't know if he's going to go back to Destiny Islands. I just don't know. Did he ever come back from his training? I haven't seen him, so I don't know. What about Axel? He could either stay or go, probably depending on what Roxas does. What about Tidus and Selphie? Didn't they originally come because they followed Sora, Riku, and Kairi?
...Does this mean... They're going to leave, too?
Tidus hasn't left yet. He's still here. Right in front of me, actually. But will he leave once the fact that the others left hits him? When Selphie finds out that they left, will she leave?
Should I stay here? Should I go home back to Twilight Town?
...Why did I cross out 'home' when I was talking about Twilight Town? Isn't that my home? I... I keep thinking of Gaia as my home. But that can't be right. My parents, and Hayner and Pence, they're all in Twilight Town. That's where I grew up. That should be my home.
Why do I feel like it's not?
I just don't get it. It's only been four months, really. Not even that long. I've changed so much in the past four months. I've started seeing things differently, thinking of things differently. And I like to think that I've gotten stronger, at least a little. And I've made so many new friends, and gotten re-acquainted with old ones. I've made so many memories in just four months. I... I'm glad, you know? I'm really glad that I got to come here. And I'm glad Sora made the mansion. How else would I have found everyone? I would've been lost without it. I'd probably be wandering around and wondering who was real. I'd be so lonely, I bet. Really lonely. But because I was able to find everyone... Because they all came to the mansion... I wasn't.
And now it's... It's all over. Isn't it? This is the end, right? The end...
Is this the end? Or just the beginning of something else?
I don't want this to be over. I really don't. But...
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If I've gotten stronger while I was here... Then why am I crying? I shouldn't be crying. It doesn't matter how often we see each other, what matters is how often we think about each other. Hayner said that once. I'll never forget Sora and everyone else. I'll think about them all the time. I'll remember. And I'll miss them. I'll miss them so badly. I already do. I want them to come back and I want them to never leave, ever. But... that's just me being selfish. They've gotta do what they've gotta do, and this... I guess this is what they have to do now. They've fought for so long and they've had to be so strong. And now...
Now they're going back. Right? They're going back so they can have peace. So they can have their "happy ending".
I think... I'm going to stay. It's not time for my ending yet.
Their story might be over. Or maybe it's just being put on hold for now.
But mine? It's nowhere near over. My story... I think... I feel like it's just begun.
Love, Olette.
a responsible girl · Wed May 09, 2007 @ 05:55am · 0 Comments |
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