I know this is my second entry but I really don't care. Well, I am drawing a picture right now, and guess what? It acually looks ok.....oh well, I am starting to feel isolated again. I'm not, but that is how I feel. Some of my friends are starting to have luck in areas but my life hasn't changed, at all. If it has, my mood hasn't gotten any better in the past few months. At lunch, me and Kaytlyn aren't talked to very much, just ignored basically. I don't know right now, I just feel isolated, alone, sad....I hate the way I act....I'm loud......hate it.......invisable...can you see me? No....nobody can..........
Can You See Me?
Can you see me? Can you see me?
I stand here alone in the cold wet rain, I stand here alone and face all my pain. I wish I could make you turn to me, So you can ask what love should be.
Can you see me? Can you see me? I stand here with my arms out, I stand here and let the pain shout. Do you love the girl next door, I'm to tired to try to win anymore.
Can you see me now? Can you see me now?
I cry tears of blood and ash, I hurt even more with each lash. I'm crystal clear but I'm not here, Do I stand there or anywhere?
Would you see me then? Would you see me then?
My mind is numb and my heart sore, I don't know if I can love anymore. The scars are there with more each day, More each night as I close my eyes and lay.
You still can't see me. You still can't see me.
I think my heart stop cold and turned black, You tlak to her and show me your back. I lay down for one more sleep, As my eyes close my heart still weeps.
You never saw me. You never saw me...
yeah......can you see me......can you tell......that my life......can be a hell.....I don't know......where I go.......when love is lost.....and my heart is frost.....can you see me.....ever again.......I'll always cry at what might have been.......what might have been is gone.....forever and always.....I cry each night.....new tears of pain.......well, I'm gonna go now....
Never.::.Lovin
Zombie Doll` · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 02:10am · 5 Comments |