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Well Andrew called...


I called his house at about 6 his mom answered and told me he was at a friend’s house. Then like 20 mins later the cell phone rings and the caller ID says ID Restricted I answer and it is Andrew. He says, "I am not going to talk to you until things settle down." I'm like, "What?" He was like, "I'm gonna go now..." I'm like, "Andrew, are you okay?" He was like, "Yes, I'm fine." I was like, "Are you mad at me?" He was like, "Yea, who wouldn't be after that voicemail." I was like, "Where the hell have you been. You don't call me anymore. Why wouldn't I think that! He was like, "My phone rang, the boss took it away, turned it off, and I left it there!" I was like, "How was I supposed to know! You didn't call me for like 4 ******** days!" He was like, "I won't argue about it here. I am at my friend’s house. I won't fight here. Let me go have fun with my friends." I was like, "Will you call me tomorrow?" He was like, "Yeah, maybe. I get off at 8 or 9." I was like, "Okay. I love you." He was like, "I love you too, bye." And we hung up. Then the whole night I get texts off and on from him.

"I still dont understand y u reacted the way u did"

"Well i dont kno wat 2 do anymore its bcomn S.S.D.D!"

I appologized and I said that I was angry and that I shouldn't talk when I am angry but I didn't know if he would ever call me again...

"Thats wat u always say!"

And today he texted this,

"But i quit txtn and tlkn 2 u 4 awhile startin now"

Then a few mins ago I got this,

"Well u meant wat u said or u wudnt have said it!"

Which all I said in the voicemail was, "You NEED to get the stick out of your a** and call me back. I am so ******** sick of trying to figure out what is wrong with you.
-then I started crying- I don't know what to do. You won't return ANY of my calls and I didn't even do anything! Please, please, please call me!"

I was really really upset and know that I think about it I have a right to be. I mean Thursday he claims he was helping a friend. That's cool, I don't care. But I know that if I came home turned my phone on and saw 11 missed calls, 2 voicemails, and 6 text messages from him I would be getting into contact with him SOMEHOW. I mean even if it was a text apologizing for not returning calls and giving a reason why I still would have done it. If I didn't have time and was too tired that night I would that morning. He didn't. Then Friday he didn't text, call, or let me know about ANYTHING. I started to get worried and me being the idiot I am started fear that maybe something bad had happened to him. So I was upset all day I tried to have a good day because it was the last day of school. I pushed Andrew to the very back of my mind and I laughed. Not too long after I pushed him to the back he found his way to the front and I pondered and pondered all day long if he was okay and if I would ever know what happened. I got home that evening and I waited by the phone. Absolutely nothing so I did some research and I found his home phone number. I called twice and his parents said he was at work each time. Then about 10 PM I got a text, "I love you Cassie!!! And ill talk 2 u real soon ok and my dad dont like anyone calling the house phone 4 me so dont ply and he Cud say some thing 2 make it bad between us k ily!" Still had no idea where he had been or what was going on. I figured real soon meant that night, nope. I waited around and didn't get a thing. So when I woke up I called right to the voicemail so I left one telling him how to reach me and lo and behold around 9 ish he called me. We didn't talk long because he had to get ready for work. So he said he might call me that night. Well then that evening rolls around and nothing no call, nothing. I get pissed at that point. I told myself, “If he isn’t avoiding you he will call you tonight.” Then when he doesn’t call after all of this shady distance it’s like what the ********! So I left him that voicemail and he called me and he is really upset. He says if I loved him I wouldn’t say what I said but I didn’t say anything bad! So I am really worried. I hope that we stay together but I have decided one thing this is how you figure out if it is love or not. If he is willing to stay and work things out he loves me and if he isn’t and he is on the first bus out he would have never stuck around for anything else. So I guess it is just one big elimination game and you figure it out by rough times. If he leaves during those he wasn’t ever going to say.