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Breaking Point of No Return
Can you tell what you have the power to do, and can you tell how much I seem to love you. I wish you would say but you want to leave me, and if you do there isn't a chance that you will see. The little tears that drip down my face, falling slower then faster as if in a race. For your face and your voice flood my world, senind me confused and into a sickening twirl. And it seems to always make it worse, when I see myself being carried away in a herse. Am I dead because of you love or just you, and are you the reason I'm gone and my lips are blue. These answers never want to come to my mind, I feel like I've lost sanity and gone completely blind. So how am I still standing in your path and in your wake, if my body is still numb but I feel myself begin to break. My heart so broken it cannot be mended repair, but I lost hope long ago and but I really cared. So how can you love her when I am here with my arms open, and how can you just pass me by and take my love as some token. You're still breaking me from the inside out, the pain is unbearable but I can only shout. Please come back and save me from this hellish place, for it would be enough to just see your smiling face. But you never came and never will, my love is now your biggest kill. So pleaes come foward so my cries are not hollow, and save this girl whom you coaxed to follow. Seconds more and I will be twisted and broken, and your calls will go unheard like they were never spoken.
Yeah hey people how are you all? Well....I'm reading a book......yes. It is a really good book but I have to take a break now and then or I will become restless. Anyways, I finally remembered to go to Mrs.Myers today and she helped me with the paper stuff. It took me a while but oh well, at least I went. Nothing is going on today, at all. I have nowhere to go either so I have to rtry and finish or get halfway through this book of mine. The Eyes of the Dragon by Steven King. Yes, so fun!!! Hee hee but it's a good book. My mom keeps saying, Lovin, you should get your hair styled. I don't know what to do with it.....plus she won't let me do what I want to and I am a stubborn person a lot of times with my parents so she is going to have fun with that. Oh well, I showed Richard the retard dance today, it was funny and he was all laughing and stuff. lol. Oh! You know what is surprising? Since we are doing short stories in Mrs.Hecklers, I'm acually looking foward to that class for 2 reasons instead of one. Yeah people, I love to write if you havn't clued in on that. School is almost over! I will miss my friends to death. Oh well we have around 2 or 3 weeks left in school before that so yeah...well, if I don't have your number, and you know tht for a fact and your my friend, enough to where you would give me your number, that'd be cool if I could have it. I have a bunch of peoples though so I don't know who. Oh wells. I'm gonna stop writing before I write too much not like I havn't alread. 0.0 . I will tlak later my friends, oh yeah and Richards nickname, is Buddy Person, but I can only use it because I made it! I am smart like that, no comments I swear!!!!
Always.::.Lovin
Zombie Doll` · Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 10:08pm · 2 Comments |
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