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So my girlfriend's compy is being a buttface. On the DAY of our 2 month anniversary, it just went completely pahookie, it sucks. crying So she called me, and we got to talk for a while, which was fun. I love to talk to her, be it on the computer or on the phone. And omg how I would LOVE to talk to her face to face...<3 buuut, sadly, this is not possible just yet. crying but that's a whoooole 'nother topic.

ANYways. So this was on thursday. The 21st. Today is tuesday. The 26th. I haven't talked to her in aaaaaall that time...and it's killing me. crying I mean not to sound obsessed or anything, but I really do love her, like a LOT. And she doesn't really live in the safest of areas...and I'm just so worried about her. I really, REALLY hope she's alright...

God I miss her so much. I want to talk to her soooooo badly...but I can't call her, because I don't know if she has the phone, and if her mom answers...then I can most likely assure you that the end result would not be pleasant. I ALMOST called her, but I couldn't stand it if I got her in trouble...

Maaaan, not even fair. I really just hope she's alright...and happy....and loved, safe, warm, smiling, stress-free, and just...i dunno. I wanna know that everything is good.

And to make things worse, I've got our song, "Hey There Delilah" stuck in my head, and it's making me cry like a fricking weak baby. I'm too messed up right now...gah! I HAVE to know that she's alright, or I'm going to go insane... crying