No life... it has been decided that kassie has no life whatsoever... She woke up this morning at 9:30 only to have tommy run in to tell her that someone knocked on the door... She got up to see the Ups man driving away and a small book-sized package lay at her feet... She woke up the second the book hit the front porch... just like any other HP obsessed fangirl... It was instinct... Instinct told her that the book that would solve all of the unsolved mysteries in her mind was within reach so it woke her up so she could go get it... She spent the entire freaking day (save maybe 3 hours at the car show) reading said book and had it finished by 10:00 that evening... She was utterly repulsed by the book and is sorry that she read it believing wholeheartedly that the ideas that had been running through her head since completing the 6th book almost 3 years previously were much more fitting and just all around better... She then in a fit of need for a decent book borrowed two more books to add to her list of need-to-read these two are titled "Memnoch the Devil" And "Servant of the bones" both of which are part of the anne rice vampire series that Kat has been talking about making her read... these of course can't be read until after she finishes "Roadmarks" "A cat named Darwin" "Lean mean 13" And "hot stuff" the other main books that she has already... sadly though she finds herself unwilling to read any of these and really just wants to re-read either order of the pheonix or half blood prince just to convince herself that not all of the books were crap and it was just this book for some reason that fell short of expectations... but part of her is scared that it will turn out to be crap... She doesn't want to come to the horrible realization that such a big part of her life, such a key cornerstone in her stability is pointless and lame... it would probably cause her depression to take another downswing... which is pathetic because its just a bloody book series for crying out loud... On top of all this when she got home she decided to be mean and text both anna and kat boasting about how she had already finished the book and refusing to give anna any hints when she asked for them... Then stupidly in her state of shock, denial, and some anger, forgot that mason was spending the night hanging out with his guy friends tonight... and not the sappy guy friends who all would probably have their girlfriends call to make smoochy noises at them before going to bed too... but his definately very classicly MALE guy friends one of whom had specifically told kassie earlier that year that he didn't know how mason did it because he wouldn't be able to put up with the whole girlfriend thingy... (exact wording i swear) so what does kassie do in this stupid state of forgetfulness... feeling much like neville longbottem how he was portrayed in the better books of the series, she calls him... Interrupting what was undoubtedly a very fun and interesting game of mow... just to tell him how upset she was because a book wasn't as good as she needed it to be... So after feeling mortally embarrased she got off the phone with him of course topping off the blush fest by accedentally blundering into another annoying girlfreind trap and saying i love you without thinking about it and not realizing why he only responded "huh?" until a few seconds passed and she realized again what his situation was.... So after hanging up what was probably the most truely embarrasing conversation since christmas she instantly got online and is still sitting here at four twenty in the morning after sending him two slightly mushy love note things and putting my little sister to sleep... Still sadly though she knows its futile checking her freindslist ever so often just to make sure she hasn't missed any of her friends signing on so she could possibly have SOMEONE else to talk to besides her journal... She would work on the book but she's not feeling very inspired at the moment... more pathetic, laughable and slightly depressed... -sigh- BUT she'll be okay soon as she gets some sleep... which will be right after this thing is posted... But yeah... its been decided... Kassie has no life... no life at all.... sad
 mistress_of_insanity · Sun Jul 22, 2007 @ 12:22pm · 5 Comments |
