Well s**t... for all you ******** who said i could draw
Damn damn double damn. I can't believe i'm actually writing this... You guys were right.
I guess i'm not just some talentless hack who should put down the pencil forever and just quit. I guess i might have some natural talent for it and i can probably do an okay job when i'm trying. -long suffering sigh-
I admit this grudgingly for the first time EVER because i have now been confronted by a grand total of 4 certified "art experts" all of which have said that i am "an amazingly talented artist" and "someone with extrodinary potential" As far as graphic design goes. And now, it would appear, that i am looking into a career in graphic design or artistry. To the point where i am going to begin a sketchbook specifically for my "good" art. and am going to have it analyzed by a professional to see if it would be good enough to at least be accepted at a college specializing in art if not, as my mom says, good enough to warrant a scholarship merely because of my sketches... >< You have no idea how difficult it is for me to type this... I don't like admitting that i'm good at anything, let alone something that you people have been arguing with me about for ages. So, since here in awhile when i get my sketch book i'll start in again about how my art is crap and how i don't understand why the hell i'm doing this, you can all have stupid "proof" that i have once admitted that i was decent at it... ><
Oh, and while i'm at it, since i know i won't have enough steam to post another bulliten like this: I will also, less grudgingly, now admit that i am a... urgh... decent writer. Not only is mr. Thomas (my AP English teacher) The record 12th teacher with a degree in english who has raved about my control of the english language through writing, but i've sent what i have of my Believe manuscript to a public posting board for original stories, and one with a formidable reputation at that, and have gotten exceptional reviews on it and requests for more by people who i've seen rip other authors apart for their weak sentences and lacking descriptions, people who don't have to be nice to me because they like me. No i will NOT disclose the name of said website because i really don't need all of you to make accounts and begin telling me "I told you so" on that website as well... one is enough... or, well, two since i'm going to post this on gaia as well...
So... You assholes were right... there, i've admitted it, and defeat in one bulliten... -sigh- i'm going to go off and grumpily sketch some more because i can... >< RAWR
P.S. this particular bulliten will be put in my blog on here as well so when it goes away from the bulliten board you guys can still pull it up to laugh at me for.
 mistress_of_insanity · Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |
