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I dont know yet but Im planning to not go back home to my grandfathers for many reasons but then again this house sucks to, so I basically dont have a home right now...again.
so Im thinking about my situation alot lately and there are many options but theres a bad side to all of them like
my grandfathers- my uncle lives there and hes not so stable
my step-dads mothers house- his mom is a b***h and my mom and stepdad argue all the time
Austin- away from everybody
those are my three main options right now and all of them are horid and Im having one of those moments where I just want to bash my head against something till a good idea bleeds through but I dont see that happening anytime soon
(I think Im going to be a phyco by 18 I just know it)
so other than that Im just in the computer room they ripped out the carpet so its very diffrent in here and ya I feel like Im at my grandfathers again becauase of the concrete floor
okay other than that more update
theres this dude named matt that Im like so *gasp* over
hes sooo sweet!
okay then there was that Im thinking about not peircing my tongue for a reason that I cant say my mom wont let me
alright and Im totally pissed because my uncle is going into my room and selling off my stuff and there are many reasons why that bothers me
1. hes in my room invading my space
2. it took me a long time to actually get barely good stuff
3. thats just not right because it isnt even his house or room
okay I could rant about this all night but I decide not to right now maybe later
Im really into zombie girl right now (its sooo good)
and thats it for right now
bye bye people who read this