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Soulmates?
I know this is going to sound trippy, but Sean said he knew that he was going to meet me way before he met me. I mean, his Shaman told him he would help someone discover their guardian spirit...and my Shaman kind of said the same thing...except he never mentioned Sean. Of course, I've never talked to Carl directly...my father does for me. I hope to find out more from him this summer. I've been having some paranormal problems that need some fixing. Is it possible to know about your true love before you meet him/her? heart






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Laura VanGorder
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commentCommented on: Thu May 05, 2005 @ 02:21pm
WOW..........okay ummmm........i have to tell you something.........um.....Nevermind.........but wow.......finding true love?......i dunno if that is possible........cause there......ummmmm.....sorry i am like WOW over thinking you and Sean are Soul Mates.............ummmmmm........WOW.....i g2g......sorry......*leaves with some tears down her eyes*


commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 02:56am
*ish confuzzled* What's wrong? ;_;



jumpinjeannie
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Sufi_Sean
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commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 02:58am
i think its possible.........it happend to meh heart ..........soulmates indeed!!!...... heart heart heart *loves*


commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 04:04am
..a mirror is faced on one side of the wall... caring only what one side looks like isnt good...look at the other side and look into yourelf and view your self in others shoes.. ....how do u think if ben had these kind of feelings for another girl? look on the other side of the story...which sides on the mirror and look at what ur saying and ur doing...somtimes u get ur wish but be carefull cuz wishes can come true....i got mine....and now...i regrete it..

think about the past and things u do ...when u do....u realize alot of things....i did...and everyday of my life...i thank my father...

"Begins to walk into the shadows tearing...."
" stops and turns......."
Just look in the mirror.....and youll know what im talking about...

" Fade away....."



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LilNiteStar
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commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 04:32am
Yeah it maybe true that you can find your soulmate like this...but think about what you already have and how you could fix the problem with it first before jumping into something like this b/c it could be a bad dream the you cant wait to a wake from...trust me I know I had a friend that did the samething and it wasnt a happy end but an unhappy ending b/c she was found dead b/c he killed her...and I dont want to loss you as well b/c I love you like a sista...but think about Ben he loves you I know he does... just by lookin at him tells me he does and when your sick or in the hospital he's soooooooooo worried about you that its not ever funny... yeah you both may have some problems but all relationships do...ever Micheal and mine...Tears...Im really crying...Plz dont make a mustake...think about it first and dont just jump into things.


commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 01:11pm
I've TRIED to fix things with Ben. I already know that he doesn't even want the relationship....he told me that he was "half assed throughout this whole relationship". He didn't even PUT anything into our relationship. I, on the other hand, put my heart and soul into it...only to find out that he doesn't even want to do the same. He let me do all the work. No...I don't think it ever will work out. I've tried. He won't change. It hurt me too much when he told me that. Plus, he talks about wanting to date Jayci all the time. He regrets not ******** her. Why does he want me around if I will only keep him from his 'conquests'?

I've also done alot of soulsearching about Ben. He has too many qualities that nulify what I've got going for me. I.E. his violence, and partying are just two examples of what I am talking about. He is unwilling to get help for his problems, and I can't solve them. I was a fool for trying in the first place. He won't change. Change is impossible for him. The last time he promised to change was when he hit me, and goodness knows he's tried to do that several times after that first incident. I mean, even if I were to completely get back into a relationship with him, what's to say he won't just be 'half-assed' about it again? That really hurt me more than any of you will ever understand.



jumpinjeannie
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jumpinjeannie
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commentCommented on: Fri May 06, 2005 @ 01:14pm
Mike, he already DOES talk about another girl. Ask him about Jayci and how he feels about her. Then come back and talk to me. =|


commentCommented on: Sat May 07, 2005 @ 12:26am
eek *sighs*.............all these people seem to think that im wrong for you.....i dunno....im confused now.....i think i need to talk to you...... 3nodding



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LuthienTinuveil
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commentCommented on: Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 07:43pm
What a bunch of idiots trying to control your love life.

It's your life and you make the decisions about it. Only you can be happy when you choose what you want.

If a man doesn't tell you that you're worth more than the moon and the stars and all the heavens combined, then forget him. 3nodding

Good luck my darling.


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