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....this week has sucked, and these past two days have been the worse. Right now I am stressed over school, next year I refuse to play softball, my mom is a b***h, my dad is an a**. I.........don't care...the only happy thought I have had this week, that has stayed alive, is my friends. That is all and that is probablyt eh strongest happiness, as long as they are happy. I do not want to go into a sad stage again but I feel like I'm in one already. And I know we all said it woud be better from then on out but I'm sorry, it may not stay that way. If nobody writes anything, their emotions, their thoughts, then those thigns may come out worse, in actions.
Trying to Get Over You
I sit here and think of the good times we had, all those thoughts and those feeling make me so glad. I met you in second grade and my life was changed forever, I was truly happy in rain or sine or cloudy weather. Then one year later you said you thought of me too, and I wondered in bliss oh could this be true. So that was the happiest day of my life so small, it beat all good things each and one yes them all. But then one inght I was told we would leave, and I felt like a millions tons was my heave. I wanted to cry and I have for so long, what some people do just seems so damn wrong. But the point of that was I had to leave you, no more times when I could stare into your eyes so blue. And now I am trying just rying to forget, your eyes and your face but I continue to fret. I am trying so hard to get over your love, that fit me so perfect just like a velvit glove. But I cannot forget all I can is remember, you love that burns in me like an eternal ember. Forget and forgive and we'll all be just fine, I wish I could burn that one little line. Because if I forget you then what will I have, the slowly dieing memory of your sweet laugh. But if only if only that would stay as well, and leave me to burn in my internal hell. I love you I need you I'm dieing without you, but I miles away and you have not a single clue. I love you forever and will never forget can't you see, for my heart won't forget and it won't either let me...
Die From Inside
Tell me the reasons our kind is so cursed, how when times get bad they only get worse. If we lose soembody then people just laugh, and you remember that time when it becomes your past. It seems that I'm dieing from the inside out, and the demons inside won't even let me shout. So what is the point of living in this world, when it makes you sick with each spin and each twirl. So when you look so deeply in my eyes, it was only a dream not to my surprise. I'm dead I'm gone and you cannot save my soul, so lay my ashes in a small broken bowl...
Well, I know I have been saying, please be happy and you may be calling me a hypocrit but I don't care...
Zombie Doll` · Thu May 05, 2005 @ 09:49pm · 0 Comments |
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