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You are here, no escape, from my visions of the world and spelling errors...
Where am I? Who am I? Why am I? How am I? When am I?... These questions have always plagued my mind, amungst others, but none are more vital than these.
Where am I? It is quite ovious, I am laying down in bed with laptop in hand. But where am I? I know I am somewhere, I.. I exist, don't I, my ? What about on a spritual plain? I have a physical apperance, but is there more? I think. Is my soul my counsious mind? Is it just a blob of electrons? I think so. People seem to say that sprits are seen by the help of a magnitometer. If anyone is familiar with cowboy bebop, there was an episode saying that your soul is a mass of electrons. As fictional as Cowboy Bebop is, I have to say, I agree, I do think that your soul is a "blob" ,if you will, of electrons. It works with the fact that ghost hunters use magnitometers. My soul is freed when my brain dies, it makes perfect sence. One down, I know where I lie on a spirtual degree.
Who am I? Another easy question, I am I, I am myself, and only myself. If I was not myself, who would I be? Can someone else be me? No.... I can't be somebody else if I wanted. Why would I want to be someone else? The grass is always greener on the other side, whoever said that is credited with answering this question.
Why am I? This I find difficult to answer, and to be quite honest, I am stumped to this day. I wonder what it felt like to be nothing... There must be a reason why I was brought from nothingness to be the person I am today. The same for every person on this marble that we call Earth. Was I made for some sort of existance on a higher plain? Or the other way around? Maybe I was made for and existance on a lower plain, but then why was I made to be lower than the nothingness that I came from? This question will ever be answered.
How am I? Any 9th grade biology teacher can tell you this one. I am a complex organism of various cells. I don't want a physical answer. How was a brought from the nothingness as stated above? Do I share the souls of my Mother and Father? It seems the most logical, I mean, everything physical about me was created by the biological dance of my father's and mother's DNA. Spritualy, am I both my mother and father?
When am I? You look at the clock, its hands are at a constant speed, but you freeze the image in your mind, its 12:35am. Why is it 12:35am? If you are awake at this time you are for a reason. Wether it is for one reason or another, you chose to stay awake. Don't tell me, "I am trying to sleep, but I can't", that wont work. If you had chosen to have fallen asleep, you would have gotten some sleep aids. But now the stores are closed, you had the perfect time to go later in the day, but you dident, you sealed your sleepless night to yourself hours before it came to you. When you do something, will always have an effect. When you are in time, you have so many choices, its hard to chose just one. When am I? I am now... I am now ten seconds from now, I am doing the same thing now, but now I am not. Question answered.
Until next time friends, I am The Lord, I am ever upward, I am Lord Excelsior.... The Fresh Prince of Barton....
Lord Excelsior · Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 05:58am · 0 Comments |
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