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hate is a strong word
its how i feel
about my self
im not real

i dont add up
to this growing world
left out and in a dump
to sleep in the streets with rats

yet i have a home
a family
and a lover
i still feel rejected

i dont deserve this
this is too grand
i am worthless
i have no plan

i dont need all this stuff
pleanty of people have worse
i dont need to be happy
i dont want to be happy

i want others to be happy
and have what i have
what makes them not have what i do?
are they worthless too?

i am blessed they all say
then i might aswell throw it all away!
i got more than i deserve
what have i done to deserve all this?

others have less and work more
do they have whats in store?
i dont need this its all crap
others thinks its more than that

you hear me cry and scream
its not just cuzz of my dream
i dont want to be blessed
i want others to have what i posses

i want the world to be happy
i would rather be poor than have more
i need less than i deserve
to fit into this world

give away all my treasers
give away all my things
i dont need them i tell you
forget my birthdays

take what u need from me
go one there is great heed
i told u i do not need
the things to make life more

i already had my share of that store
i got my money back
and put it in layaway
to let the poor just have more

i would give my last scrap away
to help another who needs it more
i would die in sever pain
so u may live another gain

i do not want to have more!
i do want u to have more...
i dont need all this stuff
i want u to have all my studff

stay happy dont complain
life is only a game
others lose more than me
i think its time u went free

ill take ur time in jail
ill put my life in the line
ill be ur slave evermore
just be happy


be happy
be happy
be happy
i already amm making u happy....
so many people suffer...
and are not happy...


I want them happy
do not pitty me
give it to them who need it more
ignore me, i am happy

i just want
the world
to always be
happy
u
can
forget about





me