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Out for a walk a message to my little brother Baby Naruto 1

I left the house and I was really depressed just wanting to be with you and Cameron and I was just trying to find peace. I had my music up really loud in my ears (Rammstein) and I just started walking my normal rout around the neighborhood and then I decided to take a walk up to Publix not really to get anything just to walk there. As I walked I started to feel alittle better and started singing what I was listening to. I got a few weird looks cus I was singing German Rock/Metal and I was singing it in a really deep demonic voice so I just gave them a look like "If you don't like it bite me." Well I got to publix and just started walking around because it's in a shoping center kinda deal and then I sat on the cerb and just let out my infant side I just sat there sucking my thumb listening to my music and a few people walked by me and said some really mean things to I just smiled called them a meanie and stuck my toung out at them. While I was siting there I had to go to the bathroom but I didn't feel like getting up lucky for me I was wearing a diaper so I just used that after alittle while I went inside and went to the bathroom to change my diaper and then started walking home while I was on my way home I passed by a church and desided to go in which kinda suprised myself cus i'm not really big on religion but I sat in on part of the service and it wasn't that bad then I continued to walk home After a few minutes I relized that I felt your presents I felt like you were walking with me and I liked it. It made me think of what might happen in the furture cus who knows that could happen. I got home and then got in the shower and changed into a shirt and shorts and then had a nice dinner with my mommy, daddy and big bwo.