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all this pain what's left for me to lose? I can't keep standing in this shame I'll just take another swig of booze Oh how the stings of life oppress me When all the music lets out a dying breath Why can't I just be free? My tears are just pleading for me to go to the option of death This stress This shaking Do you get the jest? all this is just in my waking My unconscious mind is the only happy place I have left to see All this, life? what's it given to me? Ridicule, pain, emotional damage, Strife? I can't take this anymore why can't you people just stop shrugging me off, leaving me to suffer I can't win this war... Why do you all assume I can win against this, I'm not tougher... I'm losing my sanity bit by bit and all you people can do is call me dramatic I'm not throwing a fit all you people think is that I'm static That I'm just over-reacting But you know what? My happiness has only turned into acting I'm not stuck in a rut My life is day to day... My dreams are that of lucked.... I'll be doing the worst st for pay.... All I can really say is I'm ****. st, No one listens to me My point of view, seen as wrong It's only been 2 sentences and there's already a scream WRONG WRONG WRONG That's all I hear... I don't claim to know all... But it's hard to express myself when I have such fear... I can't do anything...all I can do is fall My eyes haven't seen light My body hasn't felt torrid You can try as you might... I still will feel horrid.... May my blood be splattered... My organs fail My heart's already been shattered. That'll be my own death's tale... Jello Challenged · Thu Nov 29, 2007 @ 06:01am · 0 Comments


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