Huh. It's been such a long time since I've done a real entry. Well anyway, I've finally gotten of my lazy a** and deleted most of my journal entries. I left the ones that meant a lot to me. In the process of doing so, I noticed some things that were small. Hahah. I really can't believe myself at times. I've changed very drastically within the past year.
Blahh. I'm just technically having a cosmetic surgery.
Puppy dog crushes! So cute. But it doesn't last very long does it? And if it does, it just tears you up at the end. That's what I stumbled upon the deletion of 4/5th's of my journal. I'm not terribly in love with this thought though. I hope that I'm not just a silent lovesick girl. That would make me feel like the crowd. And I'm rather claustrophobic and nervous when I'm in a large crowd.
Man. Now I forgot the next thing I was going to say. Thanks a lot, Linda. I'll just wing it now.
You know what else? I lost four pounds in the past five days. I can't believe it. But I'm pretty sure of my new prescription medicine. Loss of appetite. I hope to keep this going until 2008. I want to weigh 105lbs again. Yayy. Just a couple more pounds to go. o_o On that note, I've been rather unhealthy through the most of the cold weather. A month of coughing and hacking out phlegm, a week's worth of illness including on Halloween day, and emotionally unstable things going throughout my days.
Why does that not strike me as odd nor different from the past? Sarcasm.
Nehh. I've lost my inspiration to write. Still on the edge of liking and hating children.
V Ko · Mon Dec 10, 2007 @ 01:43am · 0 Comments |