Sometimes I think I'm pathetic. Sometimes I think I'm really hopeless. Sometimes I think that I should just give up.
Like right now.
I have a different ambition this time. Going after it is what I want to do... But I believe it will prove unsuccessful. I believe I've convinced myself to almost completely halt. And I'm hurting right now. Really bad.
Anxiety is tightening my chest. I'm patheticly trying to hang on. I want it to be mine. I'll try to hold on but if it truly reaches away from my grasp... Who knows?
V Ko · Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 12:40am · 0 Comments |