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So last night was amazing. xD I love my Monica, my awesome, adorable, sweet, silly little Monica. <3 I swear, we have so much fun...xD I mean we'll be chatting like friends, just friends...then we'll also be romantic and sweet...and also wild and crazy...I swear, the contrast is unbelievable. x333 I mean literally...xD "SHOW ME YOUR BOOBS!" to "Awwwwwww you're so cuuuute, I just wanna hug you...<3" Really, it's just so amazing...x3

And it's just so cute how we're sorta shy about things still...I mean we've been dating about 9 and a half months now. And it's STILL weird for us to do certain things...xD Like...xD I mean we're both girls, not like we haven't seen it all before. =P I mean all we gotta do is take a shower. xD But ehh...it's like we don't want each other to do anything that we are uncomfortable with...but really, I just love her so much, really there isn't anything I'd be uncomfortable doing with her. But like...I don't know for sure what SHE wants...so that's why I'm sorta hesitant I guess. xD It's weird...and just yeah.

But really though...she's the greatest....<3 Sometimes...I just wish so bad I could just kiss her, and hug her, and hold her next to me...I wanna sleep with us lying together...I mean not in a perverted way...I just wanna feel her next to me, I want us to be together, physically too...we already are emotionally...but...I want her, all of her...<3