I went through and cleaned up a lot of my journal entries. And my God, am I happy that I've grown up a lot and worked to get through my depression and everything. Not to mention endlessly happy that I'm out of that time of my life. If I could make myself forget everything permanently, I would. I tried, and failed already before.
Tyler is stalking me online again. It scares the s**t out of me. The only reason I would ever want to see him again would be to kick his a** for what he put me through in the past.
The only regret that I have still is that I never talked to Josh about everything, when I really should have. I felt so lost, and alone at the time. I didn't want to bring anyone else down into my depression with me. That's the gist of it at least. Nobody needs to know the whole story unless I'm talking one on one with them, and they have reason to know.
Anyway.. Busy, super super busy all the time lately. Next week is spirit week at my school, so I need to go shopping, make decorations, etc. I need to start packing for the class trip. I leave for Washington DC on valentine's day. I won't be back until nighttime on the 18th. Then another boring birthday on the 19th, where I do absolutely nothing. But I'll be legal, hooray~ No more jail-bait jokes for me. xX
It seems so weird to think that I'm almost 17, and getting ready to go God only knows where for college. I already know what I'm going to do, and everything. :3
 TwilightNocturne · Sat Feb 09, 2008 @ 06:03am · 0 Comments |
