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you know what's fun? Denial. Wanna know why? Cause it just is. It gets you all the way near the end. just to ******** you over. And that is always fun. Let's all try and avoid this sick twisted form of fun shall we? take note of the things around you. be observant. Accept the truth. Last of all? ******** Denial. send that pitch packing. Denial is just a tease in the end. Then again. Alot of things are. Maybe tease is not the right word but it is what is stuck in my mind right now.

So my life. It isn't so bad or hard. But I never said it was did I? Did she get that from misinterpretation? That is quite possible...but seriously what is wrong with being a Martyr? I take care of myself to. But no one can see that. Obviously everyone only reads the surface. I'm not trying to be judgmental. But if I am so are you big deal right? So read my surface. try to delve deeper. guess how many tried and failed? How many actually passed? The failures to many to count. The passes? One. Yep just one. and she isn't even human. Go figure. So if man truly wants to understand someone or anything. What must they do? Seek harder my friends. Change your train of thought. Try something new. The old obviously is not working right? Rely on that 6th sense whatever it may be for you. It will help. your choice can make things easier on you. or even someone else. But don't think so shortly. Every time you make a choice. consider the long run. Consider the future. consider at least more than 2-3 people. why? there is usually more than that involved if you search hard enough.



And someone once told me... you can tell the difference of something.... of alot of things. Just by the temperature it yields.

I'd like to make a toast of sorts. To all you Martyrs out there. Or all those looking for the job. you find what you love. What you believe in. And you fight for it. and if s**t gets bad. Do Yourself and it an Honor. Die fighting for it. fight till the end and never let go of what you believe in. Because in the end... That is what makes us strong. Our faith. Our beliefs. When you can fight more for the sake of something you believe in rather than for cowardice or yourself, do you really have many weaknesses? I'd say not. Because we do not fear death! That 5 letter word so many fear. so many have met their end at that word. but this word for us. Is an honor. a strength. And the beginning. I say my friends... "TO DEATH WE RIDE!"