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Why do you torment me so...0niisama


Why do you hurt me so?
Why do you leave everything misunderstanding me.
Do you hate me?
Why do you use me?

For pleasure?
For fun?
To hurt me?
Kill me?

If this is your kind of game, I'm tired of playing.
If this is the way you like it, then why not just
f u c k me.
You've already hurt me so.

Why not just continue you it.
I fall for your doings
I have no control over my body.
You give me my pleasure and leave me tormented.

I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of dying.
I'm tired of always having you in my mind
and wanting you to love me.

I love the way we touch.
The way we kiss
The way you hold onto my body.

Every time you do that, it leaves me wanting more.
Everytime you mess with me, you make me want you
a hell lot more.

You torment me
with my emotions&my body.
I love the way you do those things.

Why not just pin me down
and make touching so pleasing.

Why not hold me down
and make it nasty?

I just want you to know
I ******** LOVE YOU!

I'd be willing to do..
whatever it takes..
for you to understand me..

Onii-sama..
Don't tell my I'm just your toy.
Don't tell me that I'm nothing to you.
Don't tell me you hate me.

Because your making me feel as if I'm your toy and nothing else!
Your making me feel like you hate me! I'm scared 0niisan.
I'm so scared of all of that happening.

I'm sorry I get jealous.
I'm sorry that I'm selfish.
I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough!
I'm sorry I'm not smart enough.

I'm so ******** sorry I can't do anything right
to make you happy or pleased.
Why do you ignore me so?

Why do you hurt me?
Why do I feel like I'm...
nothing...







 
 
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