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1,000 words have never been spoken...
If I told you, all about me, would you turn around and ask who, I might be? But in the end, what is this gonna do, prove that I happen to care about you. So don't waste your breath on me, 'cuz in the end it won't make you happy Don't waste It all on something that never existed...
So what if I just, gave you a kiss Would you turn around with my heart and say, what's this. Would you hold me closer than ever before, if only I could hope some more. Would you just drop down to your knees say don't do that girl please don't oh please. So I'm guessing, that you're just gonna go on and act like I, didn't, do anything wrong and tell your friends that I'm just someone, who'll be gone when, yo are done. So stop and think about it. what would you do. Make the world stop, think about somethign new.
But if I really wanted to ask, I'd have to take off this little act take off my mask. And i'm sorry but if you can't take me this way maybe it won't happen now or any other day.
But I, need to hear your heart sing, whose that girl, whose got one thing to bring Tell me now or maybe you just should... give in, for all that's way too true, to be...
good.
Song. If you want hear the beat in my head you won't get it.
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I'm still sad. Do I know why now? No. I kind of feel worthless. My mom has been sayign all summer that I'm lazy and I don't do anything. Yet I do almost every cleaning thing there is. She cooks, does laundry, and has her 4 hour job. I do all the other things including take care of my baby sister at night. But to her I'm still lazy.
On the other side of life. Final Fantasy. That game makes me so sad but I love it. It has the best music next to Full Metal Alchemist, the music is soft, sad. I like it. Suteki Da Ne is the saddest, most beautiful song on the game. It is. Isn't It Wonderful? Is what that means but it is just lovely. They show it during the Spring Scene, one of the most beautiful scenes in the game as well besides the very last one, which is also the saddest.
Another side of my life. Nobody has really tried to talk to me this summer. A few people have and you know who you are. But a lot of you just kind of...yeah. Oh well. Summer, this wasn't a good one for reasons. Don't ask me what, you don't want to know. You don't want to.
One other side. My mom's friend, my friend's mom, is going ot highlight, trim, and dye my hair, at least part of it. I'm going to be different this year. I'm going ot try my best to be quiet and nice and not hostile. I'm going to try. But doubt that a lot of you will acually notice. Would you? No, you wouldn't. I'm standing in the back with shadows all around me. I'll write some more tomarrow if I have somthing I want to write about.
Zombie Doll` · Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 06:50am · 12 Comments |
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