About driving today. It's all rainy outside. I haven't had much practice since my last drive time, and the few times I finally had my mother cave and let me, I realized that I have a terribly slow reaction time. It's like I get into the car and I'm too focused on... I don't know Dx But I feel like I'm doing to wrong. And now that I've gotten used to turning mama's car, at least.
I just REALLY don't want to go. It like, the feeling you get on the first day of school. You know you'll go anyways, and that you have to get it over with, but it doesn't change the fact that you'd really rather be anywhere else but there.
I made moofuns. (Muffins.) Blackberry. Mama can't see worth a crap so she thought the package said "blueberry." She even tried to argue it with me. I.. don't feel safe with her driving anymore. Not that I feel safe when I drive, oh no. DX Not safe.
Watch me develop a fear of driving. That's going to really hurt me.
I don't feel like cleaning. Although I have a little bit today. I also drew a bunny.
Yay!
I'm very bored now. Still filled with a lot of dread. Very uncomfortable. I feel like something is misplaced. Something's wrong. Maybe I'm going to crash the car and DIE. That'd be just my luck. If I die, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.DX
-Shivers.-
 bittersweet93 · Tue Mar 18, 2008 @ 08:41pm · 0 Comments |
