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Right?
If so than I am afraid of the un-Godly. I do not like dirty things.
So I cleaned my room and my poor, poor carpet. It was littered with trash, clothes, and... dirt Dx Just plain not happy to sit on. Or lay on. Or get near. I was using papers and clothes as my bridge to the bed, I suppose. Well really you just couldn't see my floor at all. BUT IT'S CLEAN NOW. And it's amazing. Really. I found two radio/music playes, put them in two different corners, and put them both on the same radio station and blasted it. Until my mom yelled at me. Nyaha.
I aslo just got out of the shower. Clean clean. Here in a minute, I'm going to scrub this gosh-darned desk. My mom can't seem to get her ashes into the ashtray. It's superiorly gross, and there's nothing I hate more. The smell is all over this house. I can't wait to get away from here. To grow up and be free. I will never marry a man who smokes. I'm sorry, but I don't want that. You quit or I leave.
I feel like I'm running out of time. And it's already wednesday. Most of you are all like, "Ahhh~ Still a bit of break left to relax on," but since I can't seem to get my mind off of the things I need to do, I feel like my time's closing up. It's the worst. But I'll get my stuff done tomorrow. I'm also setting my phone's alarm. I will wake up before 9 tomorrow. Otherwise I won't be able to go to sleep again, and I'll have another nightmare.
I was in this humungo school/museum/place. There were many many people bustling about, building robots or something to show off in some show they were having. I was also supposed to help out.
As everyone was running about, I decided to get some fresh air and take a breather from all of the bussiness. I came back inside and I got lost. Simply lost. It was almost time for the show so I ran around looking for where it was. It was dark everywhere, and everyone was gone. I wandered about many unlit halls until I came upon a huge, darkened room that was the marine exhibit of the museum. (I've seen this museum in a few other dreams of mine. I'm always getting lost and left alone in it.) I stared at the live creatures behind glass. All small and strange. Above me was a huge whale, suspended on wires. The room was very large. Very empty. And very dark. The feeling I got running around the building was the same. The glass windows in the high, towering ceiling provided no light at all; it was night outside already. Niether the stars nor the moon could be seen. I pulled my cellphone from my pocket to try and chase away the shadows with a call to a friend. They answered and it held much comfort. A big fat man in a brown suit walked right past me, niether looking or speaking to me. I hid my phone, I knew somehow that he would take it from me. And it was the only thing I had. I followed him, taking care not to let him notice me. He walked into a child day-care center. The lights were on, there were children in there. It wasn't so lonely looking. But as soon as I entered, I could tell something was up. The kids were zombified; they hardly spoke, laughed, or moved. Thier eyes were glazed and staring off into space. The man walked through a door, and I hid underneath some toys as he came back out. My cellphone was still connected to my call but I couldn't speak nor hold it to my ear to hear. I could only hide it behind me so that it wouldn't be taken away.
IT WAS TERRIBLE. I don't know when I woke up. Or if I left those life-less children. I have a feeling I didn't. A light is a light, even if it is a bad one. To me, it's better than a lonely darkness.
And now I'm tired. I read/watched a VN that my friend gave to me. It was really good, and I loved it very much. (Yes, more than Narucissu. That VN was very sad. this one ended on a happier note. Much more to my liking.)
Anyways, goodnight!
 bittersweet93 · Thu Mar 20, 2008 @ 04:09am · 0 Comments |
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