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Why does no one understand my plight, my dilema? Is it too much to ask? I am firmly grounded in Plane 2 of my life's Transcension System, and everyone seems armed and ready to fling me up to Plane 3 without the proper transcension. I think I have it figured out. Maybe I'm NOT ready for college(well, i'm definitely not ready for college right now. I still have a year, and i have to think that far ahead? sheesh). Maybe I should do as Ron says and consider taking a year off. Not to laze about, of course. I was thinking more along the lines of building houses for the homeless, working in a soup kitchen, getting a real job, learning to sail, seeing more of the country and the real world. All of my life i have been seeing the world through a glass window, seeing the lives and occurences around me as if viewing a museum display. It is time that i take part. Can i figure out where i want to go and when by the end of this fall? Will summer be enough time for me to grow and transcend? Will my family ever understand if it isn't?