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Why everytime something good happens something bad comes and blows it away in the wind? Why must you take this man away from my best friend? Why am i forced to hear my baby cry, when every tear that rolls down his face make me feel like i might die? Why everytime i find something good, i always have to lose it, or perhaps by chance someone else comes along and i must choose? Why do half the time i don't know how to make my next move? And when i make the move why is it always wrong? Why do i feel like death is all around me? And why is there so much pain? And why does every move i make feel like its in vain? Why do i have to hear him cry again,it hurts my ears, when the sound of his sexy voice is all it takes to dry away all my tears? Why must you take a person before their time? My tears fall so silently you could hear the drop of a dime. Why do i feel like this is my family or a friend? And why must i burst out into tears over and over again? Why is there so much sadness, no happiness at all? And why couldn't i have been there to make the brakes stall? Why was that person driving drunk? And why did he have to die? And why do i once again have tears streaming from my eyes? Why,God,why do you leave so many questions unanswered? Why do you take people away? Why must everyone be sad each and every day? Why did you take chris? Why didn't you give him a chance? I just want him back so i can see my best friend happy again and not see her cry,she's like a sister to me, when she cries,I cry. And i hate death & why do people die? God take care of his family...wipe the tears from their eyes. I feel sorry for his mother,Why must you let her son die? I don't know the answers, But i know death sends a chill down my spine, I know it wasn't his time, So i sit and ask....Why,God,why?


R.I.P Chris 4/12/08