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I'm so tired.
So tired of all da bullshyt im bein put thru.
So tired of always bein used.
So tired of always bein played.
So tired of bein lied to.
So tired of these lonely days.

I'm so tired of these niggas selfish ways.
So tired of cryin night & day.
So tired of walkin alone.
So tired of you never pickin up the phone.

I'm so tired of life always handin me s**t.
So tired of everyone bein a b***h.
So tired of bein ignored, no 1 listens to me.
I used to feel like i was loved, now that s**t is history.

I'm so tired of god never listening to my prayers.
So tired of nothing bein fair.
So tired of people treatin me like s**t.
U kno whut, you can go suck a d**k.

I'm so tired of this world in general.
So tired of everything being so literal.
So tired of bein tired,So tired of bein raped of everythang i have.
So tired of all these hoes tryin me.
So tired of no1 supportin me.

I'm so tired of life.
So tired of the way i live,feeling like i'm a piece of s**t.
So tired of people brushin me off like i ain't nuthin.
b***h you wish yo a** was somethin.

Tired of no1 lovin me.
If you don't love me, just tell me, don't lie to me.
And have me catchin feelings when it ain't nothin dere.
I'd rather you go head and pull da chair,just let me fall so i won't get that hurt
Instead of my a** fallin straight in the dirt.

I'm tired of this & im tired of that.
Tired of everything bein so out of wack.
I wish i could go back to simpler times.
When i didn't have to worry about anything.
Now i have to worry about everythang.

I'm so tired of feelin so hopeless, and sad and depressed.
To the point where i can't get any rest,
This s**t got me stressin,Tho you prolli cant tell
I know you can't i hide it under my hard outer shell
But if you catch me alone and afraid,you'll see my tru ways

I'm not the funny, energetic person i claim to be.
Underneath all that, out comes the real me.
The real me has no idea what to do, the real me has nothing to be happy about.
The real me cries deep down inside, for i am so tired,so tired & just in life for the bumpy ride.