not sure why.. but i just haven't been in the mood for the sims... i have been feeling a bit under the weather. My "thing" this month has been giving me all sorts of trouble. I had heavy clotting yesterday.... It really took a lot out of me... i'm almost out of pads.. ran out of vitamins... I need to get an umbrella next time i'm out dang it. i always forget that. and every time it's raining in the morning, i say to myself i need to get one so we don't get all wet.... don't seem to remember to get it very well vut... hopefully i will get better. I've been feeling excessively tired.
In other news, things are getting better with my quest. Seriously.. i went like a month almost with donations.. and in a few days... i've gotten tons of them. I mean... someone donated 2k. mimi donated 200 gold...then fairy celeste had present for me yesterday which was a g pin... heart God bless her soul for blessing me like that. and another christian blessed me with the big gift of a labcoat and a gcorp human shirt .... wow i mean just wow. adn another friend from my prayer guild gave me a labcoat also. so, i gave one coat to my sweetheart as an early gaia christmas present... heart actually.. i have a little story. I took it as a lesson Christ gave me about giving.
When i saw the G Corp stuff.. I really wanted a human version of each item. but their prices were climbing. i did have money for it.. but it would have ate up all my quest funds... so.... this one girl gives me a labcoat.. and then, josh mentions if i am able to get one how he really wants one. and we all know how much i love him and want to make him happy. The first labcoat donated to me... i said at first i'd give it to josh as a present.. but the longer it was in my inventory adn i looked at it... i kind of wanted it for myself... but... I did already say i'd give it to josh. No, i didn't make a promise but still... I do think on some level it is selfish and wrong to intend to give something to someone.. then when you realize you want it.. you don't give it. you just keep it for yourself. but... it's better to give than receive... so... i gave it to josh already. it wouldn't have been a surprise even so.. cuz i think he figured it out cuz i was getting all excited and stuff. but... after giving it to him... one of the prayer group people pm me with if i still want a labcoat. and i was like.. do i??? @_@ heck ya! so when the banks were working they sent me 2k and both items... i was just sooo awe'd over. and, he said his reason was the Lord put it in his heart to do it. And, so my lesson was that when i was unselfish and freely gave an item i wanted so much to have myself.... I still got it... Jesus gave me one of my own after I was able to freely give the first one I had. and not only that.... but for my willingness to give... he blessed me with gifts and donations from several people. I just really feel so thankful to the Lord.
I am so thankful for my son. I am lifting him up in prayer cuz he's coughing. Sounds like some congestion in there... but.. getting him to take medicine is jsut torture.. for him and for me. he won't take it and making him is really next to impossible.. that's like washing his hair or making him wear hats. neutral but. i love my little guy. he's so cute soemtimes.. geez.... and there are times when i try to be stern with him.. but he makes this super cute face and it just makes me laugh.. i think he learns that from Josh. Josh does it too... when i'm trying to be mad... he'll come look at me with a glint in his eyes... and that glint makes me laugh.. and he'll be like... oh..look who's smiling. you're not really mad.. lol drrr... and i'll be like, stop it.. i'm like mad. and he'll say, you're not really mad or else you wouldn't be smiling. lol..
 Graceangel · Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 01:36pm · 0 Comments |
