Yeah. Life has been pretty uneventful here lately. Well, I had my period this week. Not much to talk about that except for the major blot clot i passed on the second day... it looked almost big enough to be a small organ. neutral I asked my mom about it. She asked when i had my last pap smear.. i was like, um.. when i had naaman? blaugh she's like: er! wrong! you need to go get one! scream hehehe.. sweatdrop well ya know.. i don't have good medical insurance so it isn't as easy as that. and, even if i did... getting there is another issue. She says my grandma can take me.. but i hate asking them for anything. there's been all kinds of awkwardness between me and them for over a year... from the time my brother had been in his accident. and my grandma used to come over and take care of him. she was rightly pissing me off just about everyday.. then thanksgiving was the straw that broke the camel's back. This also tho was almost two years ago... guess i could just let it go.. but i just don't want them to feel like they can just treat me however they want just cuz their older and it's ok. If you want to be respected, you need to treat others with respect. If someone respects you, and you reward that respect with disrespect and ridicule; don't be surprised when their respect for you seems to get flushed down the toilet. People don't feel too quick to do the same nice things for people who don't appreciate them.
As for work, I've been feeling bitchy. They extended store hours by only half an hour. But, what gets to me is they didn't bother to tell anyone about it. It really bothers me like that... it's like the workers there just don't matter anymore, and that sucks. That one girl, jamie, was going a little easier on me for a bit.. but Joe Lilly, her second favorite to harrass, hasn't been there for a few days... so it went back to me. Don't see why they just have to be picking on someone. It really doesn't make it look any more like they're being a good supervisor just cuz they pick on one person... They did hire more cashiers.. so we're able to get more done on the floor since i'm not being asked to come ring every 20 minutes. kind of makes it hard to do it like that. tonight we have some high school and all it's staff, students,a nd students' families coming for a corporate shop event. hope it's not too busy so we can get out of there soon as it's clean. got to sleep in a bit for two days. i mean, no 7 am by that too.. still feel tired tho. I need an iron test... i think i may be becoming anemic. and when i was talking to my mom the other day.. i found out me and my brother were both anemic as kids. She said whenever we went to wic, they'd mention it to her. and, she said we were just that way. When i got older, i didn't seem to have a problem with it. so i didn't think i'd be prone to it. maybe i am after all... neutral
meet naaman: 3 [he's gonna type some gibberish numbers]
4hi my name is naaman. and i like trains and sonic and monkey ball.
 Graceangel · Sun Nov 07, 2004 @ 04:00pm · 0 Comments |
