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Just when i thought i'd never love again
Here into my heart you come and swoop in
Your just as special as the one before
I still miss him buht he closed the door

Now you've opened it and you've walked in
Baby i love you, i'd love you even if it was a sin
You got the best conversation, you're my good thang like willie said
Your a sweet heart && i know you don't juss talk to me to get me in da bed

Your special to me already and it hasn't been that long
I was weak before, buht your building me up again so i can be strong
I Wish you could be here so i could hold you, our so far away
Buht if we keep talking i know you'll be here with me one day

Buht i know not to get my hopes up and start to love you in a rush
i know how dudes are they get u excited and drop u in tha dirt
I just hope that that's not what you'll do, hope that's not what your worth
I catch feelings too quick i already know, i don't want to reveal my heart yet,i don't want it to show.


What the hell is wrong with me? why do i already feel this way, my feelings grown stronger for you each and every day. I just hope to god that for once my instincts are right, i hope you won't leave me crying late at night, i hope you won't make me mad and make me want to fight, hopefully your heart is pure and will guide me to the light.

But if it isn't and i get back into that situation...what am i going to do?
I want to be happy, not sad, not blue. Why am i this way, Why do i fall for dudes so quick? i wish i knew maybe then i could stop myself from doing the things i do
Maybe i should stop talking to you before i get my feelings hurt, I don't want to feel that way again please dont make my heart burst.

I can't think of anymore right now.