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this might take a while. may have to finish tomarrow at school in morn. it's late now but o well. ok *takes a deep breath too take about her very looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story in just 8 hours in school* ok, so at beginning of algebra, i sit on me desk like always. today we have a test, and i'm prepared. Mark, my former crush from 6th grade through half of my 7th grade year, he keeps on tipping my desk up n down. after test--i'm working on th eextra credit for Algebra, when a ll of the sudden, a note is on the left of my face, and it's from Mark. O...........k.......... so i read. Hey R---- " and next note says "Ha Ha, made ya look" . so if i don't want n e more crap like this, i just start throwing his letters away before i read them. next one, he won't let me throw it. so it says: "u wanna b my friend" *background knowledge: we and Mark were kind friends in 6th grade, in 7th grade, he was a jerk pretty much to me.*so i wrote down "I dunno" and explained why. he writes the same question again. Cristal, who sits infront of me, circles "yes". i gasp, this cannot be happening! so he smiles when he reads it. then he jotts down "do u like me?" and Cristal circles "yes" i try to write down her name put she hurridly puts me name on it and gives it to him. then he writes "I love u too Raha"! after i read it, i'm like all embarressed. Mark see this and tries to make it worse. he comes up and huggs me and says aloud in the class for them to hear "I love u R----". Eric, my real crush for a year and a half *after i gave up on Mark in 7th* starts smiiling. He writes down "u wanna go on a date w/ me? so i just throw that out in the garbage. and man, all those papers bing wasted, and the teach doesn't have a recycling bin*sighs*. Marks all happ and such. Matt Morgan, his friend, tells me that it's an "honor" to be their friend.

Lunch--alright. all of Traci's friends*which r many* and Mark's friends *also many* and me friends* also many but i didn't tell some of them, only few* all know about the "crisis". Traci and her girls r like "whoohoo! soo, yeah. Eric's all talking to me about. at least this incident made me closer to Eric, He's been talking to me for a long time on that day. he tries to tell Jessica but she already knew from some one else, darn.Eric kept on making fun about it but he knows the truth. o yeah, i remembered that i told Mark that i liked him in 6th grade, and he got surprised. ne way, I told Eric the truth. so yeah, said that a lot, didn't i?