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I keep having headaches. Maybe im just dehydrated or maybe my head just feels like its going to explode bcuz of all the bullshit i hear. mmm idk. im so tired of going to school and hearing the same conversations the same gossip. im tired of everything that brings me down. sometimes i doubt that life will ever change. mayb everyone will always b the same. mayb life is suppose to b locked up with no exitement nothing different. and its funny because everytime i try to tell people this they get annoyed and think im crazy or they just dont want to hear it. i think its cuz they r afraid of change, they dont know wut would happen if everything just...changed. one of my friends was so afraid of change that they only eat the same things wear the same clothes, same hairstyle, same shampoo. I thought it was so funny but they apparently didnt think so. i wanna breakout and go wild, watch movies at midnight. meet sum1 new.....get to know them. something different. i geuss i could do all of that....if i had sum1 to do that with...