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today was really shity i got blamed for my dogs death again and i came to a conclusion that i will b the only one there 4 myself. its up to me to be happy. lots of ppl are there just to s**t all over you and i cant let that hold me back and niether should the person who is reading this. life is like the movie v for vendetta the world is sick and cruel so it only makes ppl who are sick and cruel and its like that messege that told u that she loved you no matter who u are just know that she loves you. that little letter really meant sumthing to me that mayb i should send out my love for those who need its comforting. then maybe life wouldnt be so hard. *tear* cry gah i feel so emo, everytime i get hurt emotionally and i feel i cant handle the pain i somehow have to feel thru something else, something to take it away. thats y my most bestest friend is occasionaly a sharp pair of scissors whee it is ******** up...isnt it. and im so tired of ppl telling me to stop wut i do but they dont understand they dnt even care...they dont even care...