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i sometimes get the feeling that im not at my top potential. that i should push a little harder to make my parents proud of me but then confused not even a moment later i find my self saying that i dont give a s**t if they r proud of me or not i like myself the way i am...but maybe thats y i feel so lonely...nah. im probably lonely bcuz no1 can handle my awsumness. i want to be seen 4 sum reason i dnt know y. idk i gess its to much to b asked for....everyday i just seem to b slipping more and more away from this world wating...waiting for sum1 to hold out their hand and pull me back into the light...thats more of a dream if anything...i gess thats y they say im a dreamer or mayb thats y they say im crazy...mayb i am losing my mind...