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A huge pane of glass almost fell on my head once.

I was walking home from school when this big pane of glass from the theater by my house fell right in front of me. Could have knocked me out cold, maybe even worse.

I can sing. My parents don't know, no one knows. Whenever I sing in front of people I make sure my voice cracks a little so they don't know. I don’t know why I do it.

I can suck on my toes. I won't, but I can.

Whenever I feel sick or sad I watch Nick Jr. shows like Blues Clues and Dora the Explorer for a reason to yell at my TV. It makes me feel better.

I think I'm hideous and fat.

I exaggerate about everything.

I have way too much stuff. I want to paint my room but I have so much stuff I can't put it anywhere to be able to paint my walls.

I love windy days. The windier the better. I want large objects like trees to fall down because of how windy it is.

I'm an elitist. I think everyone is pretentious and boring. Like people who think Johnny the Homicidal Maniac is the best comic book ever. People like that make me sick.

I automatically assume people know what I know which is why I never try to explain myself. It's because I think whatever I know is old news or common knowledge and when people don't have the faintest clue as to what I'm talking about I accidentally make them feel stupid.

I feel stupid. Especially when I'm hanging out with my friends of higher intellect. My best friend is the smartest guy I know, I feel so damn unworthy.

I've been feeling an increasing sense of selfishness lately. An "I can do whatever the ******** I want" feeling. Now I have no idea why I let people make me feel so inferior. Like when I like something and they think it's stupid. Well /I/ like it! ******** you! scream

I've been feeling more and more detached around my house. I guess I'm just a born loner. I can take or leave human interaction and there are so many people in my house now I just want their noises and their voices to stop.

If I don't want to do something, I'm not going to ******** do it. Got it?

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