Dear to whomever this may concern,
Dammit all to HELL!! It seems that every where I turn, someone is walking out of my life, leaving me behind. And why?! Because I'm dating Red. Yes, Red makes me happy but all my friends make me even happier! First Phantom leaves me because he can't bare being my friend because I'm happy with someone else. Then Ashley, a girl I have been madly in love with, Yes I'll openly admit now, I am ******** bi sexual, is going to leave me now too! How many more people are going to leave me?! If you want to leave me now, tell me! Just tell me ahead of time so I don't feel hurt in the end!!
I have no idea what I want to do anymore!! I just want to live my life and be happy without the fear of losing anyone. And right now, I have the biggest conflict of my life. I am in love with Ashley. I see that now. I'm trying my hardest to make her stay and just hearing her say that she is going to leave sends daggers in my heart. Right now, I don't want to break up with Red. But I want to be with Ashley....God dammit!! WTF am I to do!!
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Amaya Soma
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thank you amaya and im sorry if i hurt you.. I was just being selfish and thinking about my own pain.. I will try to think more about how you feel.. I shouldnt run away from my problems anyways so thank you for showing me that.