Random.
I know this really weird guy. He always sits besides me. He keeps talking random stuff, but they can become something interesting.
The fact that If it weren't for him I wouldn't have been in this state I am in now. Living a life that he probably wanted, but what now? What more is there for me to do...
When I've hurt this guy in ways I cant explain. I feel like I messed with his heart, his mind. I feel like I've done something to him. I don't know maybe its just...something. :
[ N E W L oo K? ]
I want to color my hair I want to color my eyes I want to look different at least once in my life. I want piercings on my lips. I want to wear things I've never worn before. I want to go crazy, but still manage my self being. I want to be out there. I don't want to be shy anymore. I want to laugh out loud and scream my heart out whenever I feel like it. I want to change myself to being someone better. I need to feel like I'm finally alive No more dwelling in the past; live more for the future. I want to be someone whose life story can change the world! I want to continue living in different shoes. I want to accomplish in things I've never done before. I want to be better at academics at the same time! I wanna pretend that I'm flying all over the place with just my boxers and a towel tied behind my shoulders. I wanna be...ME.
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