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What hurts the most.
I can sit here all night and look out the window, wondering in my mind. What hurts the most..is being so close. It doesnt matter what what to say, and watch you walk away. It could've been the best life we ever wished for. We could've been together..living in each others life. It hurts to feel as if everytime I move.
I feel pain. I try my best to live, but without you..it feels like theres nothing much to live for.
It hurts so much to feel alone. To feel so left out in the dark. I've never known this.
How much pain I've caused you. I tried loving you, really I did. I tried to realize how much you meant to me, but that pain just rushing through me. I didnt know what else to do. I ran away, how stupid of me. Now I regret having to watch you walk away. What could've been the best thing in my life.
Loving you was the only thing I could have lived for. Your the purpose in my life.
Your the meaning in my life. The reason I walk on my two feet everyday and continue to walk in this world. You saved me from the darkness I thought I was in. The lonliness I feel inside of me. I'm not afraid to admit I cry when your upset.
What else can I do when your the only one that understood me? Never knowing I'd ever make you upset.
Your eyes are like the heavens, everytime I look at them..I feel like I'm looking into god's eyes. Your lips are like smooth velvet, I kiss you knowing these lips aren't fake. Your words are as beautiful as who you really are. It describes who you are. What you are. Your significance. You are definitely my everything.
I never knew how much I loved you till you left.
My heart beats solely for you. My lungs breathe only for you. My smiles that show are only meant for you. I cry when your not near. I look at your face. The clear complection of a man who I've fallen for. A guy who keeps me content.
My happiness inside of you. The guy who makes me feel like being in love was the best feeling in the world. I've never felt like this before...everything we do.
I love the things that you do. When you walk away...I stay awake in the spot where you left. I won't leave this spot until you come back.
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I promise that you will never be alone, I'll always be here to guide you, to be there by your side, that I will promise. And you have never caused me pain, honestly, I just hope I have never caused you pain in any way... I will never walk away from you... never..
Just remember, I think of you in the same way.. your my princess, your my whole world, if i were to lose you.. i dont know what would happen. I'm really sorry if I make you cry, I dont mean to, the only reason that you would upset me is because you think so lowly of yourself, when really your such a great person, your one of the most wonderful girls I have ever come to know.. honestly.
Mae.. you know that you have very beautiful eyes, even though your so shy to show them to me... their so beautiful when i look into them, their like pools of infinite depth that i always seem to get lost in, with the ribbon of moonlight waning over the surface of it.
your lips are like strawberries, they taste so sweet and are almost like morphine to me.
Your words are always beautiful, they show a really gifted side of you that always seems to touch me.. you shouldnt quit on your writings and your sweet words, I just hope you realize that your a very beautiful girl, and that that will never change, no matter who tells you what.
Remember.. your my everything, your my whole world, your my life...
Well you pretty much took what I was gonna say.. but its the same for me too...
I'm really glad that I have the love and affection of such a wonderful girl, you have always satisfied me on every level... you complete me basically.
I am really glad that you have managed to change my life, you really made me happy like no one has before... and possibly like no one else can.
I promise you... I will never leave you, I'll always be by your side.. All I need in life is your love and you...