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Are poeple ruled by them true by them
Then you remember them
Then you fear them hate them love them
Touch them as if theywere there
Are people made by them
Maybe we live with out them
But I have a bad memory does that mean I'm not human
But I bleed and feel pain but remember
Certain things because I am haunted by them
I cant eat nor sleep with out with out being haunted
All the bad dreams bad things
Time passes the dreams get worse
Why do I have to suffer this horrible curse
I got bad emotion that run wild
I try to control them
Try to fight the memories that you have to remember
They say learn from your mistakes
My mistakes cost me trust lost from family
And my liability
Try living life not being trusted
They say you memories reflect who are I guess
I'm a horrible poet at best