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So months and months ago I was saying I was going to try and get on Gaia more yea that soooo didn't happen did it? I've been grounded since I last got on here, I've bawled like a baby,gotin really PO scream at some of my friends (mostly at the one that keeps telling me how much he likes me no matter how many times I tell him he's just my friend and theres no way I could like him more than that and he's not my type but thats a different story xp ),broken up with my most recent bf (or should I say ex-bf?), and have almost finished Chrono Cross again biggrin . Don't I have good excuses not to be on Gaia? I know your prolly thinking no and that I'm a dramallama but in truth I've been throu more than just what I've already stated I just don't feel like typing all about that. I wish life was simple or that I was a pirate pirate or a ninja ninja or something cool cool . I just feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out again ( and being emo never forget that you can't lock yourself up somewhere without being emo emo ). I don't feel like doing school, thinking about how broke my family is and bc of that thinking about how I won't be able to hang out with my friends almost ever bc of the stupid brokeness, thinking about who our next pres. will be, thinking about how much of this house needs to be cleaned, thinking about how much of a loser I am sometimes sweatdrop , thinking about how I wish I could go back in time and change some of the things I did (which I am wondering if I really shuold have broken up with my ex or not), and millions of other trival things that I won't bore you with (like how paranoid about my weight I am and in general how I look). But do you understand how I'm slightly sad crying , sorrowful sad ,mournful cry ,pitiful eek ,angry evil ,and stressed stressed I am? Well I feel better blabing all that out and now that your prolly confused confused I leave you till the next time I feel like spillling my guts. bye bye for now! 4laugh

p.s. You are totaly allowed to laugh hystarically blaugh (rofl rofl ) at how many smilelys are on here smile