Ok.. A few weeks back, me and my hubby were having disputes. Just wanted to mention in case i forgot that we did work things out. I gave him space to cool down.. and I was thinking on it.. and I really feel that whole episode was really for the best. Several good things came out of it.
1. We had a day to wear each other's shoes.. he was the one feeling jealous and indignant while i was feeling spied on and him being overbearing...
2. We both had time to think about how our relationship means to each of us as individuals... like what it means to me myself and what it means to him himself... and after a few days... we made up.
3. Not to sound like TMI... but make up love is the best kind really. And.. generally, we don't have fights too often.. so we don't really have it too much. It was very nice and romantic and stuff... heart domokun
4. I think us going through all that gave a strong reaffirmation to the fact we both love each other to no end.. and that we both want this relationship. Neither of us wants to be with anyone else.. and that we're willing to work on things.
Since then, I've been trying to maintain things a little better.. but the dishes are a pile again as well as the laundry in our room continues to pile.. sweatdrop man.. I think i'd be so much better if we had an in house laundering facility.. ie, our own washer and dryer. i hate having to go outside to get it done.
What I think would be an ideal next step for us is to live in a double wide trailer like the kind my mom rented while she lived up north... that would just be the perfect thing!!! I mean.. that'd be sooo freaking stellar. **makes it top of her prayer/wish list to Jesus** A normal trailer would be a bit small with my brother also living there... and also, they don't normally have enough room for a washer and dryer. I really want enough room for that. But check it out. Her trailer had when you walked in the back, a decent size kitchen for a trailer.. and a dining room and laundry spot + pantry all right in one corner. other side of same end of trailer was a nice expansive living room. heart
Then, when you went down the hall, the first room off to the left was a bed room.. I think that'd be ideal for JR [my brother who likes to room with us. we don't mind as it makes it cheaper on overall rent costs... xp ] across from there was a smaller very cozy sitting room. My mom used it as their main tv spot... I could see using it as a combo study/play room area. A great area to display my nice Tolkein/LOTR collection and anime stuff too.
Then slightly further on the left was another room almost same size as the first one on the left. This could be naaman's room so he's close to mine and josh's. Across from there was a nice bathroom. Then, the end of the trailer had a master room which was considerably larger than the other two with it's own private bath. heart This would just rock my socks!!! Me and josh could have our own room. What would we do with all that space?? ok.. now i've thought... maybe let JR have that back end so he could do all his living back there.. while josh and i have a room next to naaman's. I think that's important..
well... that's my dream.. heart heart heart
 Graceangel · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 08:11pm · 0 Comments |
