My life is just spinning out of control & I can't seem to stop it. I'm getting into fights with my brother every other minutes & I can't stop myself from yelling at him. He will start to b***h at me for the stupidest reason & then I fight back because I know I'm not in the wrong to fight back. But, at the end of the night I'm afraid that I will loose my cell phone since he pays for it & he has that power whether it's justified or not. He's just a complete dictator in my life, it's like my own person Hitler. I don't obey his commands then I'm getting punished for speaking my mind. All my friends & even my boyfriend say that I need to get out before he hurts me & I end up in the hospital. I mean just the other night he was yelling at my mom for me sitting in the front seat of the car on the way to my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. He was acting like a 5 year old when he is 22. I'm only 17 & I act more mature then he does on any given day. Him on his best day is me on my worst. I don't see how I'm related to him at all we are nothing alike in any way, shape, or form. He started to complain that he couldn't bring his friends to MY birthday dinner. & then I was moving my friends car so she wouldn't have an issue with getting out of my driveway cuz of the snow & his friend ******** turns on his alarm & distracts me so I almost hit a ******** bolder with her car & I go back inside & he starts bitching at me cuz I supposedly almost hit his car when I was no where near his car. I know how to ******** drive I'm not a ******** idiot & they treat me like I'm 9 & I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm a better driver then them on any day. All my friends saw that I was no where near hitting his car & then they give me s**t for it when I really don't need it. I swear if I don't move out of my house soon I'm going to ******** blow my brains out cuz I can't take this s**t anymore. I've dealt with it for 17 ******** years & that's all I can take.
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