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Broken (this is a story) started 5-22-08 ended 7-12-08
"I just don't know what to say. She was my everything. My life. How can I leave her behind?" asked the girl. "She loved you. Just remember that." said the guy friend. "..... My love."

Belle was 18 years old. She lived in the perfect Georgia state. Georgia is a beautiful place, but filled with horrible things. Belle thought her life was going to be fine after her mother passed away. Until one day she decided to cut herself. She became known as something called "Emo and Gothic." Everyone and everything made her want to hurt herself. Made her angry. Sad. All different emotions. She soon told her best friend what she was doing to herself. Baby was her nickname but her real name was Lynn. Lynn was 17. Belle and Lynn have been best friends sence around the 7th or close to the end of 6th grade. Belle had secrets of course. Everyone does. But hers were unlike anyones. And now her story shall be revealed.

Opening Theme Song:
Broken by Seether
I wanted you to know that I loved the way you left. I wanna hold you by and steal my pain away. I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well. I wanna hold you by and steal my pain. 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open and I don't feel like I am strong enough. 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away.

Broken Episode 1
"Belle! Hurry up or you'll be late for your first day at High School!" yelled her dad. Belle just layed in bed staring at her ceiling. "Belle!" "I'm awake! Go on to work! I'll take the bus!" she yelled sitting up. "All right! See you later tonight!" After she heard the door shut, she got up and put on some clothes. "First day at High School huh? Only here. We had to move..... again. All because of that inncident." She looked at a picture of her mom, dad, brother and herself. She ran downstairs.
Belle ate some toast and grabbed her things. She saw nothing in a cloth she had in her hand. She ran up to her room and turned her pillow over. There lying on her bed was a knife. She picked it up, and put it on the cloth in her hand and wrapped it up then put it in her pocket. She ran outside, locked the door, and ran to her bus.
Once at school, Belle went to her locker and got what she needed for for her classes. She headed down to her first period but then... "Belle!" yelled a voice. Then someone jumped on her back. "Lynn!" yelled Belle bending over. "Good morning!" "Good morning to you too Baby." They hugged. "So did anything new happen overnight?" asked Baby. "No. I just went emo again." "Belle, you need to get over this addiction. It's not right." "Hey, maybe you should try taking your own advice." "Yeah you're right. But I never do though." "I know you don't." "Well then, I don't know what to do then." "Stay emo?" "Yeah." They went to their class. The best friends have every class together and have ever sence their 6th grade of middle school. "I wonder what's going to happen today?" wondered Baby. "Who knows. Time will tell." "Did you bring it?" "Yeah." The two girls smiled. Class began....
Soon it was lunchtime and the two girls were with their 3rd period teacher. Belle and Baby raised their hands. "Yes girls?" asked Mr. Tucker. "May we go to the restroom?" asked the girls in unison. "Hurry back in 5 minutes." The two girls left to the restroom. Once inside they looked around to see if anyone was inside. "It's clear. You ready Baby?" "Lets do it Belle." Belle took the knife out of her pocket, unwrapped the cloth and held the knife in her hand. "It's beautiful Belle." "I know. Just like someone else I know." "Belle." "Come in the stall with me." They went into the stall together. "Leg today?" asked Baby. "Lets do." said Belle. Baby pulled her pants to her knees. She stood against the stall. Belle placed the knife against Baby's leg. "Ready?" asked Belle. "Yeah." Belle started to cut her leg. Baby closed her eyes. Belle stood up after cutting her name on Baby's leg. "Your turn." she told Baby. Baby took the knife. Belle pulled her pants down to her knees and Baby started to cut her leg, carving her name. Belle closed her eyes as Baby cut her leg. When Baby was done she stood up. The girls looked at their legs. Blood ran down them. They pulled their pants back up. Belle wrapped the knife in the cloth and put it in her pocket. "Lets hurry back to class." said Baby. They left back, sat down in their seats, and went on the day like nothing happend. But soon, that day got weird....
"Belle, lets walk home together." "All right." After getting what they were taking home they left the school together. "So why'd you decide to walk?" asked Belle. "Belle. You think I'm beautiful?" "Baby..." "Tell me how you feel Belle. Please. Ever sence 8th grade you've been acted a little different. It's like you love me but in a different way." Belle was silent. "Belle." "I'm sorry I acted weird to you all this time Baby." "It's all right Belle. Look. I don't want you to keep secrets from me okay?" "All right." They got to Baby's house. "I'll see you tomorrow Belle." "Okay. See ya." Belle walked down to her house. "Forgive me Baby. But there are some secrets I have have to keep." she thought. She looked at her reflection on a car window and there instead was her vampire self.
End of Episode 1
Ending Song: What I've Done by Linkin Park
What I've done, I'll face myself. To cross out what I've become. Erace myself. And let go of what I've done.