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There's emptyness inside of me
I'm in the dark
There's no way out
I'm gonna crash
I've hit the wall
There's no going back
Now I can't see
And I'm drowning in the dark
I'm going down
And I'm on fire
It's burning my soul
And I need help
Now I'm numb
Can't feel a thing
Can't move my body
Can't shout or scream
Maybe it's where I'm supposed to be
In the black whole inside of me
Never to get out
No one gets in
Can't see the light
In here because of my sins
Now I can't hear
Death is creeping up
Wish it would come
I'm just fed up
Feeling no pain
Is the worst pain of all
Dont know where I am
I'm ready to fall
Its cold, it's dark, I'm tired of trying
Depression is the slowest way of dying
I can't even tell if I am crying
When I awake I see the bed
My clothes are ripped
No memory of anything at all
I look around and I see darkness
Im lost, I dont know how to get home
Someone come get me
Im scared and alone
No people around to help me through
I don't know what I'm going to do
I guess I'll just sit here
Until someone comes and finds me
Or at least until I can stop myself from crying
When I look down what do i see?
Scratches gush blood
Wounds from knives
Smashes to my head
And then memories start to flood back