I'm not handeling home well anymore. Every five minutes just about, I get yelled at. For anything she wants to yell at me about. I forgot to put something away. So she will yell at me. And if I make any movement, or any facial expression at all, she says I rolled my eyes at her or disrespected her. At the beginning of the year, I was so optomistic, I still am happy at school. And I always will be. But my grades are dropping along with my moods. I will be sad one minute and then within a second I'm extremely aggrivated and pissed. Because of maybe one thought. Or nothing at all. And certain people at school are not helping. No. Those stupid a** girls aren't them. Yes they make me a bit annoyed but they don't make me sad, or angry or just annoyed. I only have little things that I acually look forward to now. And those are the only things that are keeping me from acually snapping. I won't snap. And I won't hurt anybody. Keeping thougths inside your head isn't bad for you. Just because it stresses you out, doesn't mean a ******** thing. So doing so isn't going to kill me. Or anybody else. I'm calm now. I think I'm just going to breath. Not melt down or anything like that. My day was fine. Besides my mother. And brother. It was. Just. Fine.
Zombie Doll` · Mon Nov 07, 2005 @ 02:06am · 1 Comments |