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Pinch me, I'm dreaming
Or maybe I'm just dead
These thoughts never come
To a normal girls head

I want you to wake me up
Please tell me that you're there?
You're the only one who can save me
From this cursed nightmare

Come quick kiss of life
Before I run out of breath
My head sinks into the pillow
And I'm slipping into death

Keep me from sleep
I'm growing tired of these four walls
Hoping that I'll see your face
Or even hear your outside calls

Make my heart beat again
Otherwise someones going to get hurt
I swear murderous thoughts sweep my mind
When I see young couples flirt

Tear me from this jealousy
Which is sedating all that's me
Stop making me drown in memories
Of how I wanted to be

Just tell me there isn't a chance
Of us ever working it out
So that I'd stop believing
Discontinue breathing
And start to scream it out

Stop letting me trail behind
And wishing you'll make me wake
Because if you continue leading me on
I'm not responsible for the next mistake

The next time I'm watching boys
Kiss their girlfriends on the cheek
And the boiling lonliness overflows
And my eyes begin to weep

If you don't bring me back to life
So I can leave these black thoughts behind
You'll find me lost forever in a nightmare
And it'll be you're fault as much as mine