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You’re taking a chance

On a waste of space

For a melting glance

And a pretty face


You’re throwing your trust

To my merciless storm

Because you think you must

Keep yourself warm


You haven’t noticed the cracks

Nor the cascading tears

For now I am melting like wax

After so many years


You do not know yet

That I’ve been dying forever

That you will regret

But forgetting is never


I’m a foul fresh infection...

A contagious disease

With a lust for perfection

I bleed out with ease


I’ve cut and I've killed

Since this song began

I’ve done what I willed

Just because I can


This is my empire of dirt

And it’s revoltingly real

I will make you hurt

So much more than you feel


And I’m sorry if you try

Try to make me okay

I’m sorry when I die

But it’s the only way


I can save you