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My life was perfect until my Mom left. Then my gf came along and it was better. After she left it went back to hell. Then Jason came along and it got better. But now sence things are getting tougher and more guys are telling me they're coming down here for me and I know I wont be with them and my mom has been gone for four years and I've been mama ever sence then and I'm going through high school which is REALLY hard right now and I'm trying to stop cutting and it's REALLY hard because I'm wanting to see my blood and taste it again and feel the pain but I'm trying not to so hard... my life is PURE HELL right now and I want to scream and throw things. I NEED HELP!!!!!!!