Lyrics
Open your heart
To eternal dimension
Open your heart
For love and affection
Open your heart
Your every emotion
Open your heart
For tears and rejection
Come to the grace
Of heaven's eternal fantasy
Come to the grace
Of earthly devoted harmony
To eternal dimension
Open your heart
For love and affection
Open your heart
Your every emotion
Open your heart
For tears and rejection
Come to the grace
Of heaven's eternal fantasy
Come to the grace
Of earthly devoted harmony
And thus, the deed is done. "We are only what we remember, and nothing more"; so, I got rid of the bad memories.
I'll remember there was drama -- but I won't remember it in full detail, now that I'm forcing myself to forget. I have deleted all the entries except the ones with comments; which is only two. The rest is going to fade to black, and be locked away deep within my mind, where no one will ever disturb it.
Honestly, I'm already starting to forget what the drama was about; I have to HONESTLY constantly re-read his comment so I have a clue of what we were even talking about. This is how it should be, and how it shall be; I shan't let others rule my happiness, but, neither shall I hide it away and project it onto others, especially when I know that person isn't going to be around forever. That's sabotaging myself to be unhappy, and we can't have that, now can we?
So, from the small ordeal, a bit of real drama hidden in the artificial drama, I've gained much more knowledge, a bit older now, a bit wiser.
[UPDATE]
I deleted the only other journal entries even mentioning her. I was looking through my journal, checking outfits, and decided, there's no need to keep -any- unpleasant memories here. heart
