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	Breaking Point
	Breaking Point


Well... today, I was at mine... I mean. I know I get dramatic a lot and always seem to be there... but today, I really felt it completely... like, if i had the medical insurance for it.. i'd have someone had taken me to a psychiatric ward and pump me with some tranquilizers or prozac or something... cuz i was just feeling soooo depressed... it's been a long time since feeling like that... only a few times i really ever felt that bad... and i can remember them all despite all the things i randomly forget and remember. and.. i was just feeling sooo panicked.. and frightened and upset and sad and confused.. i mean... i am not sure i could ever feel more overwhelmed by so many negative feelings all at one time.. i just started crying out and praying that Jesus just look on me and have mercy on my very soul before i felt i hurt so bad that i'd feel like i'd never feel good again. well... in the end.. what set me off has brought me to yet another crossroads... but it would seem to me we have arrived at a different one... perhaps the next level? which is sort of good.. means we made it past the last one finally after hitting it so many times and going in circles.. and hopefully, we can navigate this one well also. I am seeing some things in this that Jesus is still has his hands in it.. and I just gotta focus my heart and mind to put my trust in him to not allow these things to take over... and remember that he is ever with me through everything... 3nodding Graceangel · Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 05:38am · 0 Comments


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