I know this is the only journal entry I am ever going to make but here goes.
I just can't stop freaking thinking about him. He's always been there for me so I don't know how to tell him... it more likely he'll rather be friends then what I'm thinking right now. But my heart races every time I want to tell him. redface I guess this is stupid to say but he's one of my closes friends...I don't want to be broken hearted or loose are friendship...
I've always been him for him so why do I contuine to hide it? its impossible for me....I should just forget about it. Yet I cannot ARGH! this is so stupid, why can't a girl just go through a normal life without falling inlove with every guy she meets? I guess thats just me...
And if we weren't such close friends I bet he would hate me anyways....I'm ugly....weired....random....the life I live is wasted with every breath. Yet I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!?!?
Is it fate? is it the fate that I will fall inlove with this one guy yet live forever not telling him?
I can't....I just can't tell him.....he'll hate me......I'm ugly
~Silver adopted princess of hyrule.
Silver2oo2 · Sat May 02, 2009 @ 08:00pm · 0 Comments |